DarkstalkerXIII's IMVU Blog

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 04:13:42 +0000

Crown
If eyes are the mirror of the soul
You will find in mine the scorn and apathy
You will read my hatred as in a curs'd book
You will see yourself as I see you

It is a mirror sombre and opaque
Which protects me, which stifles me
A great ditch around the heart
Which rejects, which estranges me

There is a world in my head
A dead world where nothing lives
And it is there I am, too far
Far too far to be rejoined

A crown of thorns is still a crown

I am a king in a kingdom of suffering
I have taken my time to reach this stage
I have taken pains to torture myself
To descend, to descend
Into pain, I exist
And if my brain is numbed
The thorn in my flesh
Can overcome apathy

There is glory in humiliation
A throne to be taken, a crown to win

I have no more tears
And my smile has lost its brilliance
I have forgotten who I was
I have killed my emotions
Crushed, empty, weary
Always standing, I am a tree
Awaiting the lightning

By Samael

Unspoken Thoughts

Wed, 18 Feb 2009 08:44:39 +0000

I'm glad you came by, sorry i did not greet you
Please do not be foolish your heart hasn't beat you
It only seeks what your head denies
The dead does not feel and the heart never lies
Playing dead, that's just pretending...
Time is never wasted and fate is always pending
Disillusioned by my own actions and
The thoughts of what i had become
My mind was broken and my heart was undone
It matters not, if in this or the next life you hide
You're in my thoughts.... you're always in my mind
I wish and i dream i could be by your side.

But dreams seem to be forbidden for me.

~Darkstalker_XIII~

PAIN

Tue, 03 Oct 2006 00:59:13 +0000

Just a little something from the heart...
PAIN

I feel like crying,
but i can't.
I feel like screaming,
but I won't .
I feel like killing
and i may.

Thought by thought I'm taking over
Lonely child, you have no lover
Stupid child, don't even bother
Of your dreams and hopes I'm the destroyer.

Time goes on, the days and years
But is always the same dance
Always blood and tears.

You thought everything
would be so perfect
and now you can't find the exit
kill, kill, kill the pain.
kill, kill, you've killed me again.

I am You and You are Me
we are one, you cannot flee.
You will never escape from me.

How do you lose something
you never had?
How do you get back something
that was never yours?
How do you break a broken heart?
How do you kill the demon of a man who has been in hell?

Anyone cares to answer those questions?

~Darkstalker_XIII~